sick mom...crazy granny...people i thought i knew are strangers now...my life is a fucking stranger.going slightly on the edge of depression.i just need to go but i cant.it would upset so many people.i hate it...i always have to make my decisions thinking about the others.i just wanna go...i wanna be alone in my own darkness ,in my own idea about the world.
simt ca nu mai pot.simt ca tot ce fac e gresit.casnicia a fost o greseala,divortul e doar repararea ei.nu ma gasesc nicaieri.in orice relatie m-as intoarce e acelasi cacat.da ' cu alta aroma.i wish i knew the answers...why all this hate,all this uncertainty...i look at my hands and i see the hands who once used to wash the shit from his underwear...same hands that cooked him dinner...same hands that helped a good deepthroat become better...and i see theres no good in a woman to be all those for one man...i see myself in the dirt of his hate,in the dirt of what I stupidly believed it was love...there are no words to describe my pain...no place where I can go and hide from it...
i live and i die...every second of my existence...I dont feel a fucking thing...i simply cant...i cry without feelings...i only want answers to my questions...from anyone in my way...
Cu Mocanita pe Valea Vaserului - Maramures
Acum 10 ani
Well, girl, I don't know you, but I know your story, because it sounds so much like mine!
RăspundețiȘtergereNu am nici eu raspunsuri, si nu cred ca "asta e mersul vietii" cum zic unii. Poate ca da, lucrurile se intampla cu un anumit scop, dar ce e de apreciat about us este ca am avut puterea sa iesim de acolo, sa-l dam naibii si sa ne luam inapoi ce a mai ramas din viata noastra, ramasitele. Ce vom reusi sa facem cu ele, vom vedea cand se aprinde lumina.